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Jeremy Stuck
30 September 2008 @ 08:00 pm
-looks around confused-

Current Location: work
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
30 November 2007 @ 05:36 am
I want to do 43 things:

stop procrastinating 20374 people
fall in love 18307 people
get married 12999 people
take more pictures 10910 people
learn to play the guitar 9200 people
make new friends 9083 people
get out of debt 7483 people
have children 3255 people
love myself 2863 people
get a dog 2748 people
go camping 1753 people
graduate college 1720 people
grow my hair out 1126 people
find a job. 1081 people
Take vitamins daily 684 people
get my teeth fixed 566 people
go hiking 441 people
learn to dj 430 people
get my own apartment 401 people
go to church 325 people
go to space 322 people
start exercising 290 people
work abroad 218 people
find god 215 people
play football 200 people
fix my car 194 people
be happy again 179 people
quit smoking cigarettes 136 people
stop smoking marijuana 116 people
Learn contact juggling 25 people
learn to fire dance 18 people
date someone 14 people
finish my 43 things 11 people
kiss someone on new years eve 11 people
wright a book 11 people
start my own podcast 7 people
Meet my birthmother 5 people
do all my laundry 3 people
fix my sleeping habits 2 people
join the masons 2 people
download my brain 1 person
get my license un-suspended 1 person
learn pan flute 1 person
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
01 November 2007 @ 02:37 pm
Went out to a bar and a party last night. Ugh.. so dead. Did manage to see one of my friends in a skirt though. LOL
Current Mood: amusedamused
Jeremy Stuck
29 October 2007 @ 02:59 pm
Im sick and poor and its monday. omfg
Current Mood: sicksick
Jeremy Stuck
27 October 2007 @ 07:59 pm
Halloween partys galore tonight.. should be fun.
Current Mood: drunkdrunk
Jeremy Stuck
26 October 2007 @ 03:49 pm
Last night I went to Elmers. Mad people there. Saw a girl named Jess that I had thatre class with. She is graduating. Wish I could have been smart and did that.

Its friday. No money. Nothing to do. This sucks.
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
25 October 2007 @ 12:26 pm
So my power cord just overheated. Figured it was shot because it was nuclear hot. Plugged it in and it works now so thats good.
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Jeremy Stuck
25 October 2007 @ 02:50 am
my laptop power adapter just overheated and died. CRAP 2 hours battery life for me to transfer crap off. Fucking shipping takes forever this blows.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Jeremy Stuck
24 October 2007 @ 01:01 pm
Ugh. I need to find a job.
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
22 October 2007 @ 01:25 pm
Yesterday I had 3 ciggs. Mostly becuase im broke. Hopefully today I can make it 0 ciggs becuase I don't want to smoke and im broke.

Mondays fucking suck.
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Jeremy Stuck
21 October 2007 @ 12:37 am
Did absolutly nothing but play video games today. Nothing going on tonight. When is the last time I didn't drink on a saturday?

Where is everyone?
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Jeremy Stuck
20 October 2007 @ 03:51 am
Really miss my ex. Weekend #2 and I could be partying it up at UCONN with a girl I adore.... nope... alone. 4am.

Always tomarrow.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Jeremy Stuck
20 October 2007 @ 03:35 am
So I went to Up or on the Rocks tonight with another one of my friends. Who managed to get kicked out of the bar. Manhandled out and everything.

I fing give up on the bar.

Or my friends.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Jeremy Stuck
19 October 2007 @ 01:20 am
Interesting night. Hung out with a friend of mine, played halo 3. SICK game. Decided to go out to Elmers. We have 2 beers, him 1 1/2. He tells me he is feeling hot all of a sudden. I think nothing of it. I rack a game and relise he has his head down on the table. I go to see if he is ok and he tells me he feels like he is going to be sick. Walks to the bathroom which was locked and blacked out. Landed face first on the floor and busted his chin open. Cut wasn't bad enough to merrit stiches. Took him home where his sister is and stayed with him for a while. He seemed very acute mentally. Fing scarey though.

Must be wicked embarrasing for him. Not so bad for me.
Current Mood: worriedworried
Jeremy Stuck
17 October 2007 @ 11:26 pm
After my last post I fell asleep for 6 hours. Woke up around 6 and whitey showed up. Went over his house and played with his ferrit and video games. Ferrits are such strange creatures. Hopefully tomarrow I can get up in the mourning and make something of myself for a change.

Its been 12 days since my ex broke up with me. She responds today from my "Are you ever going to talk to me again?" With "I was just giving it some time."

Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Jeremy Stuck
17 October 2007 @ 11:28 am
All stars was interesting last night. I saw Jess, Anthony and Mike there. Late in the night a girl walks up to me and whitey. Very pretty. Starts a conversation with us. Strange.. anyway about bar close whitey invites her to go to Stevo's. She flirts with me over there and we actually get a chance to talk. I then realize she is more then a little crazy. Maybe a lot crazy. I decide to not get her number and I will probably never see her again.

Are there any women out there who not crazy? Sigh...

I just saved a company around $3000 becasue they hired me as a consultant for getting new computers and their original quates were INSANE.

The boredom.
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
16 October 2007 @ 07:53 pm
Woke up and my dad told me he wanted to get the carpit up in the living room. So I did it all today. Mad dirt, nails and staples. Ugh. At least he payed me for it. Whitey is coming to pick me up (yes he has a insured, registered car) and we are going out to All Stars. Should be interesting.

I gave my number to this girl Lynn, she is crazy and won't stop calling me. I am going to have to tell her not to call. I feel bad. My girl brakes up with me and another girl wants to take over. Too bad she isn't the girl for me. Figures. They say the best way to move on is to hook up with someone else. WHY could it not be someone normal.

I need a beer.
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
Jeremy Stuck
15 October 2007 @ 11:45 pm
Woke up today at 3pm. I really need to fix my sleeping schedule. Ugh. I joined the religion of the Flying spaghetti monster last night. ;)

You should really join. Its good for you. OUR HEAVEN IS BETTER! Thanks Amber!

damn mondays suck. Can we just vote to get rid of it or something? sigh...
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Jeremy Stuck
14 October 2007 @ 11:56 pm
Still going. Unemployed, recently single.

On a plus note this weekend was very entertaining. Partys galore.

I need something to look forward to.
Current Mood: blankblank
Jeremy Stuck
24 July 2007 @ 04:19 pm
I met a girl.
Current Mood: scaredscared
Jeremy Stuck
07 June 2007 @ 03:06 pm
So one of my roommates found the other smoking crack in the house so he moved out. Two days later the crackhead roommate pulled a knife on me in the middle of the bar over an argument about him not paying rent. So now im back at my parents house. How do I keep on going?
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Jeremy Stuck
02 April 2007 @ 05:08 am

98 VW Jetta Red


Been a while since I got -good- news.
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Jeremy Stuck
31 March 2007 @ 05:27 am

What motivation do I need?

The hope of love?


Maybe a complement on my accomplishments..


Why do I bother.. Whats the point?

I could live in africa, no food no tv.

Would I realize my life is crappy? Or would I not know any better?

Just keep telling yourself you are lucky. The chances of being born, on earth. The only known planet in the galaxy to hold life that we know.

10,000,000,000 x 1? or MORE?

times that by the odds of being born in the US?

6,605,000,000ish x 1

Odds of being in poverty in the US?

38,290,478 to x 1

So... odds of me being here right now. Living comfortably?

2,529,086,071,900,000,000,000,000,000 to 1

1 in 2 octillion
No words... could explain how this feels...
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Jeremy Stuck
14 February 2007 @ 09:30 pm
For the second day in a row.. this non religious person prayed for help and forgivness. Kneeling in the living room I get up and go to look out the snow and the world I can't reach.
I notice my broken down car was towed away from my house because of the snow. When I was home.

Does god test you?
Current Mood: scaredscared
Jeremy Stuck
13 February 2007 @ 07:48 pm
In 5/2001 I was set with a job for lots of money a girlfriend.
9/01 lost job
12/01 Lost the love of my life
1/02 Started going out with Melissa
8/03 Broke up with melissa, lost job. Failed out of college. Was living out of my car until
12/03 Moved home
3/04 Car died
4/04 Shawn goes to jail
6/04 Got the car I have now
8/04 Lost job, Car got impounded in Canada
1/05 Moved to Cams
4/05 Last time I have been with a girl
5/05 Moved back home
2/06 Moved to Dax's house
5/06 Failed out of college for a 2nd time.
7/06 Dax illegally throws me out
7/06 Move into John's place
2/07 Find out my roommate is going to jail. I got pulled over a 2nd time for Sus licence, sus registration, no insurance. My car died shortly after.

Today I came home and laid on the living room floor and cried..
Looking back I realize everything I do turns to shit..
Please help me lord...
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Deeply Desturbed, Infected Mushroom
Jeremy Stuck
30 July 2006 @ 07:25 pm
Just when you think life can't get any worse...

My landlord went nuts and decided to move all my stuff to self storage without eviction papers. So I had him arrested. Things missing/damaged/broken. Crashing on a friends couch until a room opens up on or about the 10th.. and oh yea.. the first girl I have been intersted in over a year invited me to crash on the couch.. (which is where I am) so now im SOL for dating her. This secret is going to be very very hard to keep...

My car got towed on friday night. I would be at Ozzfest right now otherwise. No money..

None of my friends have called me in days...

On a good note.. this weekend I went to WEMF. Electronic music festival in Canada. Best weekend I have has in a looooooooooooooooooong time.
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: Ambiant Breaks
Jeremy Stuck
11 July 2006 @ 04:48 pm
I miss my old friends... :(
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Jeremy Stuck
18 February 2006 @ 09:14 pm
I am finally out.

Moved into a house in New Britain neer Central. Sweeeeeeet shit.. for the first time in a long time something is going right in my life.
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Jeremy Stuck
29 November 2005 @ 02:08 pm
I wonder how long it will take my "friends" to notice that im not calling them or picking up any calls from them.

Today I start anew.. today I am all alone. No friends.. no excuses and no reason not to better my life.

Oh and all those people who think they know me and want to leave a comment.. oh.. you can't.. thats becasue you should all FUCKOFF
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Jeremy Stuck
04 October 2005 @ 02:01 pm
no good news
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Jeremy Stuck
14 August 2005 @ 12:52 pm

Call me
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
07 July 2005 @ 04:55 pm
Its my bday...

Hope it wont be a lonely one...
Current Mood: groggygroggy
Jeremy Stuck
12 June 2005 @ 03:44 am
78 days until I start school
75 days until next MJ Event
47 days until Camp Creek
28 days until I get a raise at work
24 days until my birthday
6 days until Infected Mushroom at Avalon

I think I'll die before I will make it.
Current Mood: draineddrained
Jeremy Stuck
02 June 2005 @ 12:34 am
Ok so I went to central and it looks supergood. :)
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Jeremy Stuck
31 May 2005 @ 11:54 pm
ok change of plans..

Looks like im going to try to go to central in the fall.

I am accepted and I have financial aid.

Deposit is late, I missed placement exams, and I need a phisical (no health insurance)

Hope this works..

Also means no apartment for me. :(
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Jeremy Stuck
31 May 2005 @ 11:52 pm
Are you Male?

Something missing down there?

Try here:

Current Mood: amusedamused
Jeremy Stuck
31 May 2005 @ 07:00 pm
Life.. as usual is shit. Well mostly shit.

No house.. fing bullshit 9000.

Im back living in my house. Feeling more alone then ever. My father is going to pay for my security deposit so I can get an apartment. Actualy he is making me get one. Once that heppens I will be stuck in a relativly low paying job and an apartment in CT. The only real way to save money would be to get another job. I think I have finally made up my mind. There is nothing left for me in this state. Nobody would miss me if I left for very long. So I guess I will get 2 jobs and save enough money to leave.

I knew this would happen.. I really hope I am happy enough when I get my apartment. I need friends who live neer me. I need a girlfriend. I feel like im going to die.

You would think money would make me feel better... but my paycheck is late.
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Jeremy Stuck
24 April 2005 @ 01:28 am
I got the house. I am moving in very very soon. I AM SO HAPPY! I need roommates so if you know anyone interested in living in a pimp house in Avon ;)


:) :) :) :)
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Jeremy Stuck
15 April 2005 @ 04:50 pm
I lived through week 1 at work. Job is easy and I got payed for my first 2 days today :) woot!

So its friday the 15th.. hrm. I guess I should ask what the status of the house is. Maybe later i'll have one :) (Yeh.. I could only wish, but --maybe--)

Yeh.. this could about to get real good. Can't believe this is happening. Something HAS TO GO WRONG NOW. :) heh :) ok.. calm..

Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
Jeremy Stuck
11 April 2005 @ 06:18 pm
Day 1 went extreamly well. Seems like making high intensity lights from the ground up is not that bad. I enjoyed myself and the people there are nice. Whew.. long day of making crap with my hands and getting dirty and using power tools.. YEH :)
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Jeremy Stuck
07 April 2005 @ 01:27 pm
I got the job! I will be making a little more then what I asked for in the first interview and I am up for a raise after 90 days. Huge annoyance: 7:30am start. So I guess that means I am waking up at 6:30 to get to work on time. owch. Sleep 11:30-6:30. This means no more late nights for me. I guess that will help me save money and pull my life together. I GOT A JOB! A permanent real job! HOLY FUCK! Now I can actually afford to move into the house.

Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Jeremy Stuck
06 April 2005 @ 05:47 pm
I had a 2nd interview with Point Lighting Corp. For an assembly position. One other person is having a 2nd inteview and she is having it on friday. I should get a call then. I'll probably get the job. One of the 3 people interviewing me was my uncle. I will also probably start on monday. Hopefully I will be done here at Miller Foods by then. No idea what the pay will be yet. At least it should be a steady 40 hour a week job. I'll need the money if im going to be moving into a house.

Oh yea.. im probably moving into a house soon. Still no idea when the move in date is yet. But it looks like the rent is $360 plus utilities. Im hoping I get $10 a hour so its one weeks pay for rent. I hope this guy moves out of the house soon.

What a nice fing day.. too bad im stuck inside doing data entry.

I cut back smoking for the past two days to about 25% normal. Woot.. maybe ill stop smoking soon. Shits kinda taste nasty after not smoking one for 3 hours.

I havn't been home much recently. Im trying to stay away as much as I can. I really need to talk to my parents. I guess I want to get this house shit straitened out first.. then I can relax and organise my life.. since for the first time I will have my own room in my own place.

No girls on the horizon. Nobody around to sweep of thier feet or the other way around. Ok... back to work... bla..
Current Mood: boredbored
Jeremy Stuck
28 March 2005 @ 05:01 pm
I can't pretend to be happy anymore.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Jeremy Stuck
20 March 2005 @ 06:59 pm
Grrr... I hate being ignored. Just fucking answer me. Fine.. assholes.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Jeremy Stuck
18 March 2005 @ 01:02 pm
I think I am moving into a house this spring. Two of my close female friends are going to be living with me so far. Hopefully a 4th Male roommate will come along. :)

Very VERY VeRy Wierd.
Current Mood: intimidatedintimidated
Jeremy Stuck
16 March 2005 @ 05:56 am

lucky to be alive! WOOT, got home from car accident. Cam was driving her car and we hit some ice and fishtailed and then hit the curb and went sideways and hit trees. We are both fine. A little banged up, a little sore, but fine. Cars totaled.

Current Mood: soresore
Jeremy Stuck
13 March 2005 @ 03:05 pm
As promised... new and old pics :)

I like the new hair. I have gotten a lot of honest complements from people. :)

Pics of my hair. Oh my god.... ;)Collapse )
Jeremy Stuck
09 March 2005 @ 06:55 pm
AHHH my hiar is all gone!

No.. not really freaking out.. but its kinda wierd.

:) :)
Current Mood: exanimateexanimate
Jeremy Stuck
09 March 2005 @ 12:50 pm
I'm actually doing it. I have a 2pm apointment to donate my hair to locks of love. Pics up soon of old and new.

I figure the best time to do something rash is when everything else on my mind will block it out. :)
Current Mood: scaredscared